From 8 June 1998, I am working through a job agency at Casema, servicing internet clients. My ambition, however, is to serve my country. When I apply for a job
as marine officer, military psychologists compliment me on my broad work and life experience but reject me as my character is assessed as ‘too strong to be broken.’
In early July, two temporary employees from a rival job agency enter the department at Casema. Both are linked to the Dutch Armed Forces:
Monica (34) reveals to everyone that besides her temporary job, she works for Dutch military secret service MID.
Complaining openly about the MID, she is especially critical of the suppression of a notorious photographic film, which captures the failure of our army’s
peacekeeping forces in the Bosnian town Srebrenica, in 1995. Monica urges me to follow this scandal. According to her, some people in the military are determined
to prevent the photos from being published. Yet, she and her boss – a brave Marine colonel – are opposing this cover-up, an admirable stance.
Ina (middle-aged) is more aloof. After a slip of the tongue about her husband, it terrifies her when I inquire after his name and military job. Ina keeps quiet.
Yet chatting one day with Monica about the love of her life, she calls him ‘My Ad.’ Also, I overhear Ina answer the phone once, saying ‘Van Baal’ instead of her
maiden name – she then apologises profusely.
On 8 July, my supervisor tells me her staff card is missing. She finds it hard to believe but suspects the card was stolen by Ina.
A few days later, when Monica is not around, her unusual job is brought up. In jest, I remark: ‘She is a spy!’ Although solely intended as a joke, about Monica,
Ina freezes as if she is the one being unmasked. Distrusting Ina, I decide to sneak up on her one moment, while she is at her desk. Peering over her shoulder,
I see Ina writing notes about Monica’s remarks on the Srebrenica photo roll. I am totally perplexed.
Discussing our careers at our first joint break on 14 July,
Monica offers me a job at the MID as an analyst. I would be tasked with writing reports for deploying our Armed Forces. Monica is certain I would be quite skilled
at describing various conflicts.
The next day, Monica and I are startled by camera flashes. Ina just left for the toilet when an intruder takes photos of us sitting at our desks. The spy then
flees in a car driven by a henchman. Everyone is shocked – the police are called in. The intruder must have used a staff card as he entered our building without
activating the alarm. But why? No company secrets are kept on our floor. And why is the number plate of the escape car not registered anywhere?
I finish my temporary job – Monica and Ina’s job agency is cheaper – and start dating Jasper (21), a former colleague. He informs me that, while at Casema,
Monica cries over the dismissal of her intelligence superior by the Head of the MID and that she will leave the military as well.
Concerned about the intrigues, I write to the National Ombudsman who in turn asks the Minister of Defence for clarification on what happened. Subsequently,
an MID report is released in which Monica confirms instructing me to join the MID, but she also claims I am ‘completely insane’ and that I was fired at Casema
for ‘misbehaviour.’ One wonders who is insane here. Fact is both my job agency and Casema send me recommendations regarding my tenure.
Meanwhile, through a mutual friend, a high-ranking official within the Dutch domestic secret service BVD explains the intrigues:
While applying for a job at the Marines, my background was checked, and my past as a male escort surfaced. The psychologists had to reject me because of this
and find a legal way out. Hence the surreal excuse for rejecting me. Nevertheless, my work and life experience was regarded as useful by intelligence circles.
Following the BVD, which had asked me in 1992 to please diplomats nocturnally, now the MID found it expedient to approach me.
Next, Monica was deployed at Casema to recruit me. This was, however, primarily a ruse to
entrap her, as it would have been easier to just call me. Ina was hired to infiltrate as well to observe Monica, as grave doubts had arisen concerning the latter’s
performance as an undercover agent.
As for Ina, she had no experience as a spy at all. Still, she was assigned to this job by her high-ranking army husband in charge of the set-up. Ina quickly
compromised herself by stealing the access card for the break-in and writing notes about Monica’s violations of state secrets. Regardless, the family operation
succeeded. Ina’s notes and the intruder’s photos proving Monica’s controversial infiltration were used to pressure Monica and her superior to leave the MID. The
internal opposition against the Srebrenica cover-up was neutralised, with Monica guessing I betrayed her.
In June 1999, I report to the Chief Public Prosecutor the false MID report, as issued by the Minister of Defence. The Head of the MID and his deputy are
dismissed by the Minister just two weeks later. Nonetheless, the National Ombudsman publishes the ministerial libel in his online assessment of the case, without
ever having checked it. He ignores the evidence I provided, making it appear no intrigues took place.
Other disruption measures are also executed to silence me: earlier, Monica had ordered Jasper to stop seeing me – he wrote testimonies to that effect, embarrassing
the MID. An example of a more alarming ploy concerns an invitation to visit Paris. The BVD official warns me that in order to put me behind bars, French military
secret service DGSE is plotting against me, at the behest of the MID. The plan is to frame me for drug trafficking on the international train.
None of this is looked into properly, not even after an intervention from Her Majesty Queen Beatrix at my request. The national interest prevails over yours,
explains my BVD contact.
As army top brass continues to deceive him, the Minister of Defence decides to leave office in April 2002. Next, the entire Dutch government resigns over the
Srebrenica genocide. The Commander-in-Chief of the Royal Netherlands Army, General Ad van Baal, also steps down. Nicknamed ‘The Cover-up General,’ he is depicted on the
front page of a national daily. At his side is his loving wife; I recognise her frightened face – it is Ina.
Van Baal is quietly rehabilitated a year later, becoming the Armed Forces’ Inspector General. Pondering what character makes a general, I challenge Van Baal in
his new-found job. I request he solve this affair, which started with orders to steal my supervisor’s staff card. And ended with silencing critics of the cover-up
of photos, taken by his troops, which prove the impending Srebrenica genocide. In reply, Van Baal evades his responsibility – like he did in Srebrenica. He refers
me to the Minister of Defence, to whom I send an advance copy of The Cover-up General in March 2014.
My conclusion: obscuring evidence of war crimes harms the international legal order and the rule of law of our country. The Armed Forces approached me to write
intelligence reports and describe the conflicting parties involved. In the national interest, I hereby comply with this request – at your service!
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In July 2015, the Mothers of Srebrenica put forward the book as one of many supporting testimonies in their billion-euro lawsuit against the Dutch State, to help
back the notion that our army shares liability in the genocide of their husbands and sons, and obscured photos proving this.
A month later, Van Baal claims The Cover-up General is partly based on fantasy, without producing any evidence to substantiate his accusation. No proof
whatsoever is brought forward either when Monica sues me for libel. Still, a judge – while admitting not having read it entirely – bans the book. And issues a gag order
as well. I am prohibited to speak any longer on this state scandal and consequently, part of my own life, risking a fine of up to 100,000 euro.
Undeterred, I appeal the censorship verdict. With dozens of supporting documents, I win the case on all counts. The Court of Appeal of The Hague rules the accuracy
of the book is not in doubt and affirms its importance for the public debate on Srebrenica. As extensive publicity is often a safeguard for whistle-blowers, it is
also significant that this victory for press freedom is being reported worldwide.
September 2016, The Cover-up General is published again – this time with new
chapters on my quest for truth and justice. A third updated edition is issued in April 2022 and an English translation in April 2024.
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Note: for legal reasons, the fictitious name Monica is used for the recruiter spy. As for my former lover, I have named him Jasper here, in order to protect
him.